Jai Ho!

really I dont know how I am gonna force this out but I just had a bad day today I curse myself for the abysmal of marks I received for Lit. in Media, I mean I devote myself fully in answering that two question and i feel really stupid with the mark awarded and then that ESL presentation of Adrian's grandma is really not what I expect things to be sorry Shazzy I just make us look bad in front of everyone and I know that he(?) is just being the bitch he is maybe Ain was right friend are friend when they hurt each other but I dunno since when i am his friend cause I just knew him this sem I just wanna call my mum and i want to cry all my heart out like i usually did when I was so much of a crybaby years ago 

Confession of a Camwhore!, Case 1: of past, present and future!

Fuh, tajuk entry sensitif tuh. Jgn risau, takkan ade adegan2 yang berunsurkan negatif dan menggangu sesetengah pihak, kanak2 pula tidak memerlukan bimbingan ibu - bapa untuk membacanya.

I realise that I took a lot of pictures, so am I am thinking of using this blog as more than just a diary, sekarang jadi photo album la plak.

lets start with what I took from 3 years ago, when I first become a TESL student, the thing that really shape who I am right now.

The staging Of Machbeth, staring me as one of the witches! When shall we meet again?

Witch in the making

  

Witches prowling,

darkness will engulf you, from your heart it creeps

Okeh, malas ah nak post gambo lain, bye!

Alhamdulillah

I am at the pink of my health, I am happy, I think my friends are happy. What reason there is for not being thankfull?

29th of March 1987

Yeah, I am happy!

Alhamdulillah!

Random stupidities in one post!

Seriously I am bored with my life right now, I did a lot of things in the past three years of my living but never I achieve anything that is satisfactory. Rather, I met a lot of failures and what worried me sick is that I never learn a lesson from any of them.

I fell in love easily, and I hate that! especially the one I am suffering right now, of all my stupid infatuation, this one will be the most extreme and out-of-this-world  impossible! (not to forget sinful) somebody please stop this love bug from biting me! 

I thought that literature will be my saving grace in securing a dean list this semester. But looking at my marks for the first quiz..........(the dean list dream just flew out of the window)

I just realise that I am a nobody, I have no skills, not good looking, I sound like a girl (dont get me wrong, I am not being sexist, it is just that what the society think, I am PROUD of my voice)

I am very complex (according to syafrein) I tend to hide my feelings (a very good one at that) but people will found out about it anyway later (this is also according to syafrein). Also, I am not good with expressing myself, therefore I have problems in sharing problems. I keep problems to myself and later (out of stupidity) I think that noboy care about me.

I wanna have a pet dog! (okay this is getting really stupid) i wanna have a husky, you know, the one that look like a wolf yang tarik sled kite tengok kat TV tu!

I moan, I had been hurt, I had been hurting others as well, I cried thinking how unfortunate it is being me!

But in the end, It struck me that He knows. Of all the sufferings, secrets and sins that I have, He knows and He is forever forgiving those who search the light.

Ya Allah! Terimakasih for this bunch of crazy people I call friends

Terimakasih for good things that I fail to see!

Terimakasih for this short chance to breath in this beautiful world of yours!

Terimakasih

Syukran gazilan

Merci beaucoup

Minta Maaf Kawan - Kawan!

Busy, sibuk, Busy, Sibuk.

I am terribly good at being hypocrite and sarcastic, and out of the stress of this pile of work I have right now, I apologise if this two skills of mine hurt you guys. Because this is when my hypocrisy and sarcatism is at the peak of their excellency. And what with this inner personal (and stupid, rather) conflict I am dealing with right now, everything seems to be against me.

I-hate-this up-and-down-emotional-of-a-roller-coaster-ride!

Allah Knows

Words and melody by Zain Bhikha.
Performed by Zain Bhikha & Dawud Wharnsby

When you feel all alone in this world
And there’s nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS
No matter what, inside or out
There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS (x2)

BRIDGE:
Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.

Allah knows.

Gotta admit that I am not a pious person, of the errors of the world, I commited them and I succumb to sins. But upon hearing this been perform by UPP students (mostly from Yemen) I cried.

Anyway, more to that later on my next post

but please enjoy the video first!

The gamer in me is so happy!

Yes! Yes! Yes!

setelah lama ku menunggu!

akhirnya ade jugak orang yang dump-kan game ini

really reminds me of Tactic Ogre: The Knight of Lodis zaman main GBA dulu2. hihi

hihihi

Nak, nak, nak,

especially the white one

I Loike!

Excuse me for being romantic!

 When I describe any environment or feelings that an author try to evoke in any of their masterpiece, I use one word, 'romantic'. I dont directly relate this term with the kind of environment in Romeo and Juliet, It can be any environment that evoke deep feelings or thought. I use this term in describing the sensation of anger and dissapointment in George Orwell's Animal Farm, and boy, did they smack me on the face! amidst the laughter I caused, I struggle to explain, but no, I was totally, 100% wrong in using that word. It freaks me out because I use a lot of that word in my written assignments.

I was tagged!

1) Copy badge "2009 Cute's Blogger Award" at my blog .

2) Link/Ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

3) Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).

4) Anda perlu memilih 5 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

5) Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah ditag.

 Award ini dianugerahkan oleh Azie kepada saya, saya ingin berterima kasih kpad mak n ayah yang selama ini membesarkan saya............eh, tak payah bagi speech eh?

anyway, sebenarnye saye tak kenal sangat Azie. This sem kami satu group untuk creative project MTLS. Last sem kami mula2 kenal, satu kelas ngan Azie for Oral Communication, Ingat lagi Azie bagi speech pasal glasses. Satu lagi, kalau kite nampak Azie, mesti Syikin ade skali kat situ, hihi. I envy of her English, skali dengar macam native speaker of that language. itu je kot, sorry Azie, I tak kenal you that much.

okay, about me;

1. I am a shy guy, extremely shy guy, peopple often regard this as sombong, sebab tak banyak cakap, tapi really, I am a shy guy!
2. Suka sangat2 makan buah epal, In a week, harus makan at least a kilo of it.
3. ramai yang tak tahu, but I am not a pure Malay, I got Indian blood.
4. I think that is why i love spicy food.
5. selain itu, saya adalah a hardcore handheld gamer!
6. i hate talking, but give me a pen and paper, it will be a different story!
7. I attended the Hogwart School of Witchcraft & Wizardry, so Iam a fully qualified Wizard. I am a Ravenclaw by the way.
8. I have what I call rapid hair growth, to look civililised and handsome as I am, I need to shave every two day and have frequent hair cut.
9. I act like a girl, I read girly stuff and I sound like a girl, especially in phone conversations.
10. ramzi is my real name, romzi is what my seniors call me, kind of like it, rasa macam nama klasik gitu, hihi

dengan kuasa yang diberikan, saya mengisytiharkan anda berlima comel, hihi

1. My roomate, Kerol
2. Kak Syu
3. Azim387
4. Taufik
5. Miden 

Hair, Beware!

O flock of hair on my head!

today shall be the end of your reign,

as nemesis you are the bane of nightmares!

Alas, chop you I will

for the scalp is in eager need of fresh air!

end will, you reign of glory

by the cutters sword (gunting), he will kill you

and end shall be, to my worries of hair gel

and to what-shall-I-wear-my-hair-today!

2009 NDS RPG Line-up

Suikoden Tierkreis 

Status: Masih belum di-'dump' jadi takleh didownload lagilah!

Pokemon Platinum (I finished the Diamond version of this before)

Status: berkongsi status yang sama dengan Suikoden di atas

Avalon Code 

Status: tengah download

Another entry entitled, 'hihihi'

I cant believe it is hard to look for a dictionary in INTEC's library
Or am I just being plain stupid?

Thank you God, For sending you! Alhamdullilah!

I did not sleep at all last night and I worried of my meeting and presentation today.

But you give me a call this morning, and that worth all the worries I have today.

Thank you for being the ray of sunshine on my gloomy day

Cant wait to go back to Kelantan.

He who brings light to the world.

Salam Maulidur Rasul 12 Rabi’ul Awwal 1430.

hihi

Sape tahu mana nak cari ni?

love the first one. I saw one of our exchange student wear that once. 

mane nak cari ek?

I need to watch this!

Jarang ade movie yang kept me thinking of it just by watching the end part of it. Nak dijadikan cerita, I was waiting for my nasi goreng cendawan at Al - Rafi Bistro when the beautiful face of Kristin Kreuk tetibe terpancar kat skrin TV restoran tu. she was wearing some indian custome that I dont know the name of and she was crying. I was like, jeng3, apohal ni? I was captivated ,I think, because of the setting, India. India is my childhood fantasy of exoticness and of riding an elephant. This movie is controversial, I think because Kristin play as a muslim and then ade adegan light kissing and then there was certain part yang di censored. Anyway, nanti nak mintak kerol downloadkan lah, hihi

HehehHHEHehEHhEhheHeHHEhHEHEhEH

hate to admit this, but the taste of sins is so sweet! hahahahahahaha

Ken chan is a bad boy.......

i just knew my favourite japanese singer is an alcoholic and in his latest DVD, he smoke

there goes his image of a goody - goody boy

and I thought he was cute when he sang POP STAR and ookina furidokei

Hambek kau!

baru belajar nak ubah2 template blog, hasilnya? seperti yang anda lihat sekarang, Ala2 The Hobbit gitu, Love the layout but not the header, habis header cantik2 yang kerol buat dulu. malam ni nak suruh kerol edit balik.

I quote this from Azie's Blog

“Lower your eyes and you will see wonders”

-Prophet Muhammad SAW

I am a shy guy.........

Stumbled into Herne a few times at the faculty today, and each time I met her I gave the sweetest smile I can. The thing with my smile is that I just like spread my lips and then I look down, really, I am a shy guy. The third time we met, I smiled and she asked, "kenape senyum sinikal" ( dalam hati I was like, "what?" ) and my explanation is "saye pemalu orangnye!" (question for myself: ape kaitan malu ngan being sinikal Ramzi oi?). Her question haunt me on my bus ride to cemara later and the first thing I do back home was study my smile in the mirror. She was right, when I smile, I look arrogant, like telling you that you had done some great unforgivable wrong and the hell is the one place you belong, MUAHAHAHAHAHA. Really need to change my smile. This reminds me to stuff Azim cakap dulu, "kalau nak senyum tuh senyum betul2, biar nampak gigi, baru org ingat kite senyum ikhlas (gitulah lebih kurang die cakap). And I Thought I was being cute with this smile..

Nak main Final Fantasy Dissidia!

There are 12 world........and the 13th is about to be revealed. Gitulah tagline die mase Square mula2 mempromote game nih. Its a fighting game, with RPG elements. If you are a fan of Final Fantasy series then you are familiar with the villains and heroes of Final Fantasy. So this is like a crossover of all 12 Final Fantasy games. Its like, you can choose to be Zidane Tribal and fight Kefka Palazzo (gitu lah lebih kurang nak beritahu situasinye). I tried the japanese version of the game and hell was I blown away? you bet I did!. just cant wait for the English version of this

I really should prioritise my priorities

did not sleep at all today, have not read the three chapters dr. Z asked us to, mr. Suthagar's presentation is just so-so and my head is still aching because i just finished fighting gypceros for the third time, and still i dont get the light crystall i been craving for, ~sigh~